† Following the Shinning Light..

i'm back...haa...been another few days i didnt online le... haa...think will be writing quite a lot bah...few days' happening into an entry...haa

since tues, was having a sore throat le...then followed by flu...its so bad lor... my voice also change... but at least still have voice lah...haa...till now, though not fully recovered, but at least not so bad de...hee...thank God for his strength..
when i'm weak, You are strong...Your my strength to move on...
thank God for His strength for the past few days especially...sick le, still can go work...hee! Praise God!

worked in imh for two and a half days le... everything's alright...hey, think you got to go take a look...its really very nice inside... dont be scared off by the name... haa... imh, institute of mental health... its really so peaceful, so greeny (forest, trees... nature!), spacious...its really a very very good place to release stress...though its not the best place, but think should be second bah...hee... so where's the first or best place to be able to have peace?... that's in the presence of the Lord... not only will there be peace, there is also joy, love, hope, strength... Hallejujah!!!
hmm...for the past two and a half days, met with 2 incidents...first, i was walking towards block 2 from the food centre...this guy walking in front of me was scrolling, his dressing is not that usual or common like most ppl dresses...ya...i jus walked past him and heard him talking to himself...but dont understand what he says lah...haa...
the second incident was yesterday...i walked past the food centre while walking to block 2 from the washroom (the washroom is very far from the pharmacy), i saw this guy from a distance and he was sitting there's staring in the space... he saw me and he was like suddenly smiling so happily... it kind of like xia dao me lah...haa
but its really a nice place...and also its so much better than i expected it to be... if is not cos of work, i dont think i will step in bah...haa... i stay hougang for like 10 years le, never once i had any thought of going in to see see...haa...

still remember last fri, when that person say me and i got so unhappy, jus that day, i have such a strong word that comes to my mind...
love your neighbour as yourself... and also to love your enemies, do good to them and bless them without yielding for any rewards.
wow...it comes really so strongly...that i made a decision to forget about it, and i lifted it up to God... really thank God that with Him, i'm able to let it go... now, we talk and sometimes joke... really thank God! really thought how i could do it... not by might nor by strength, but by the love and the power of God... Hallejujah!
i started by helping her to pack after i did the picking... it did surprises me when i was helping her... ya, very surprising...haa...

fri's cg was by Kevin...the msg was on 'the grace of giving'... but he gave an illustration that rings a bell in my mind, sort of a reminding me the path to take...
walk the narrow way that lead to abundance..
walk the wide way the lead to destruction..
these was preached once by pastor... and i believe most CHC members will know of these two sentences... but Kevin uses a filter funnel to illustrate, representing the path...when we uses a filter funnel, at first, it is very wide, the easy way...things can get by easily at first, but then, slowly slowly, the path gets narrower and narrower that it comes to a point that its all so narrow and its so hard to get by... (destruction)
if we were to turn the filter funnel the other way round, taking the narrow way with God... it will come to a pt where the path get wider and wider... this is where we are living in abundance...

yesterday's svc was really great... during the praise and worship, despite the change in my voice and my throat, i am still able to sing... really thank God for the healing... now, though my voice did sometimes changes a bit, but the pain of the sore throat is gone... Praise God!!!
the msg yesterday was 'breaking the curse of debt' by pastor Kong... pastor Kong shows us a lot of verses from the bible to show how God really wants to be free from debts... God did so many miracles for the ppl to get out of debts... God is a debt cancelling God!!!
debts puts us in bondage which stops us from obeying God and taking away our freedom...God will do miracles in our life to put us out of debt, but are not to be in debts again and again...not to make borrowing a lifestyle!!!