so happy...got back my results for poa, and marketing today, ews yesterday...did quite well for all of them...praise God! :)
hmm...marketing should actually thanx glen...really did alot for this project...haa...
ews, have miu miu help me rephrase my sentences... even mrs nair also can tell that the standard is not by me de...but content is written by me de leh!!!...haa... really hope this mark can help pull my overall marks up esp i did so badly for the presentation...hee!...

skip poa lecture to go sim lim sq do my laptop...not repair, but to jus retrieve the data...finally got it back!!! praise God! been praying for the past few days...finally i got my data...haa...
today's presentation was really terrible...received all the negative comments from mrs nair...but, never mind...anyways, its over...wont change anything if i continue to bug on it... what's important is that i had put in my best effort, and done my best... :)

Your presence and word of encouragement is my strength and motivation to move on... Hallelujah!

angry, angry, angry!!!

really so angry!!! tmr's the presentation, and he's still editing and editing!!! edit till like what?...putting all the words tgt, can form a report liao lor!!! tell him, he's jus so stubborn... js!! can you shop being so stubborn?!!! die die want your own ways!!! ei, this is a group project lor...not an individual project lor...from 7+ jiu argue with him till now, tgt with shuhui... really so angry!!! explode! explode! explode!!!! cant he jiu understand what we say first!!! really making me so angry!!!! want all in your own ways, go ahead! i cant be bothered!!! what's the use?...afterall, you will surely have your own thinkings and edit...waste my effort!!!

rush my econs presentation for today till yesterday nite 12 plus...slpt at around 1 plus nearly 2...

took such a long time to prepare a small part of the presentation... was worrying for my laptop...was really scared that my things will all be gone...when preparing the speech, was alone in the room, listening to songs in this blog... listening to these songs, praying that all things will turn out fine, preparing my speech...really cant stay focus at doing anything...slowly slowly, i could really feel God so close to me...could really feel that God is walking with me all this while, walking through all this problems...

then, eleanore came online...and she encourage me with a sentence...

God will me a way for you. He wont leave you in lurch at situation like this.

after completing, the speech preparation, went to pray jus before i sleep...could really feel God's presence...having tears of joy in my eyes before i sleep...

the econs presentation went on smoothly...but feel that i didnt really do well for it...

haiz...feeling so tired...jus like shutting down everything and be away as far as i could be from all this things...from mon, fall sick...till now, not yet ok...but still thank God for His strength for this past few days...
things happened one after another...
mon start falling sick... and am really felt spiritually challenged...it's really a very strong feeling at the inside of me, something that i should not and do not want to do...
tue nite doing tutorial, work jus cant be saved...
wed during poa tutorial, the laptop jus stop working, i cant check my ans...
and today, laptop died...
haiz...four consecutive days... i am really so tired... God, what can i do?...should i do???

arr...suddenly, my laptop jus die off on me...at this "very right" timing, where i have to prepare for my econs presentation tmr...so sian and frustrated de...everything is inside...left with nothing now...even ews, for mon is also inside...arrr!!!!! everything's gone!!!... what should i do now???...feel like crying, but jus cry bu chu... God! You got to help me this time!!!... if this is a test for me, see me through and let me pass it well!!!

went to ITE yesterday during break time to collect my certificate...wow, after 2 years of hard work, finally got it...haha... so happy...hee... looking at the sch, reminds me of the 2 years with the ppl there...mostly importantly is that its the time where i get to know God...it is from that place, where my classmate, jonathan invites me to church... if i had not know God, i think i will not be where i am now... Praise the Lord!
thinking back...really misses the fun in the sch...the frenz, lecturers...and most importantly the food...haa...

arrr....dont know why, suddenly no voice... the throat dont feel well, then jiu no voice le...arrrr!!!... coming fri and mon have presentation... how am i gtg to present?!!! and also cant talk...its so quiet...so sian de...but i believe God will see me through...Hallelujah!

feeling so tired de...projects after projects...when will it end?... feeling kind of wanting to jus shut everything down...not only is tiring, still have hard time to really work well as a grp...haiz...first time having such problems, kind of cant cope with it de...
today, then i realise really cant judge ppl by their coverings...ppl could be wolves having sheep coverings. All kinds of ppl appears in this world...

"Behold, I send you out as sheep in the midst of wolves. Therefore be wise as serpents and harmless as doves.
matthew 10:16 (NKJV)

God has placed me in this place, get to know these ppl, i believe God, you will see me through...

after 3 weeks, pastor kong is back, and brought us a great Word of God in yesterday's svc...
the 4 keys we got to be secured in...
-self-image
-self-worth
-self-esteem
-self-respect...
all starts with self... everything got to do with own...
how we see, value, feel and honour ownself...
that's one part that gets hold of my attention...
our worth is more than jus gold and silvers... in God's eyes, we are worth His Son, Jesus...

this really gives me the strong thought of not thinking what other people thinks and say about me,,,what's important is how i am in God's eyes...
not let people's words and thoughts define me...for i know and i know my worth in God's eyes!!!Hallelujuh!

wooohhh...after all the hard work and efforts, finally marketing project come to an end today...presentation... so happy...over liao...and it went so well...praise God!!!

no matter what other people says, i will stand firm in You!

went for yesterday's svc by pastor Mike Connell. message on disappointment...not to run away from what had happened, not to keep it to ownself...face it honestly and not deny it.... Speak it out, lift it up to God, and release it to Him...
not live life with dissappointment that leads to grief...run our life with patience and have joyful hope in the Lord!!!
during the deliverance, could really feel God's presence so strong, moving in the midst of us, restoring us...could feel God saying whatever situation you are gtg through, not to worry for anything, for I'm with you...come to Me, for i will give you shelter, give you rest...

today’s really a very very tiring day…for the first time being in sch for more than half a day…13hrs?!!! doing marketing project...is like we are spending almost everyday of the whole week doing, and yet today, still cant complete...straight after lesson, nearly 2pm jiu start cracking brains liao...glen's always editing and phrasing our eng and sentences + contribute ideas...felt so bad de... really cant imagine how to last till like nearly 10pm when step out of sch gate...wooooh...so tired...eyes are closing!!!haa...and misses my moo-moo so much too!!! :p
the unlucky thing is i even miss the bus at the interchange!!! what the...!!! should have taken glen's cab... reach home was like 10.45?! now, then i finally bathed and finish my dinner...at this timing...haa... but still want thank God for his strength... :)
haiz...cos of this, didnt go for cgm...today is the first cgm for the 2nd part of the year...felt kind of...dont know how to express in words too...hmm...believing that the ending will always be better than the beginning... Amen!!!

"Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and i will give you rest.
"Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.
"For My yoke is easy and My burden is light."
Matthew 11:28-30, NKJV