† Following the Shinning Light..

haiz...feeling so tired...jus like shutting down everything and be away as far as i could be from all this things...from mon, fall sick...till now, not yet ok...but still thank God for His strength for this past few days...
things happened one after another...
mon start falling sick... and am really felt spiritually challenged...it's really a very strong feeling at the inside of me, something that i should not and do not want to do...
tue nite doing tutorial, work jus cant be saved...
wed during poa tutorial, the laptop jus stop working, i cant check my ans...
and today, laptop died...
haiz...four consecutive days... i am really so tired... God, what can i do?...should i do???