† Following the Shinning Light..

how can i describe how i am feeling now?.. its so mixed up.. frastrated, anger, sad, betrayed, disappointed.. also dont know how to describe.. didnt expect things to turn out like that..jus what is wrong?.. suddenly realised that the world is really not that simple as i think it is.. am i being just too simple?.. believing that things are really so easy and pure.. jus why?.. why is this world so cruel?.. all along, trusted her, thought that she's a real fren.. but, after this happened, really see the person behind the scene..the real true her.. really regreted to share with her.. God, should i really be selfish to survive in this cruel world?..