i'm so lack of slp now!! been scriber with wei quan for a focus grp yesterday, madeline and kelvin for refreshment..ended abt 8.30+pm..
actually not that bad as i thought de..but i should say the ppl are so late de.. except for 1, reached chao early de, then sitting alone there, eating, playing with the phone..



we so early there, doing nothing, walk here and there hungry and "tou chi" some refreshment..haa.. but its never boring de lah.. have weiquan ard de place, never be scared to be sian..


and know what?..he scare me at the door, with that big eyes at the door window, really scare me lah.. but not that qua zha as he says..
 
the refreshment at first seemed so little for 11 participants.. but in the end, had so much leftover.. can imagine, only 1 participant eat..haa..
 
today, we mus consolidate the 2 version tgt le.. its quite tough de 2 different version in point form, to change it to at least in proper eng..

read this frommy email, wrote by a guy named Kelvin Su..


“Drink from it, all of you. For this is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many for the remission of sins.” Matthew 26: 27,28



“This cup is the new covenant in my blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” 1 Corinthians 11:25


Let’s travel back in time and take a look at the Jewish marriage custom in Jesus’ time. Enter the house of a soon-to-be bride. The young girl’s father sat down with the bridegroom’s father to negotiate the bride price while the bridegroom stood by with his heart beating in anticipation. Figures were exchanged back and forth between the parents. The girl’s father negotiated a very high price because she was very valuable to him. It was even said that the bride price could be equivalent to the price of a house. After the negotiation, the young man’s father poured a cup of wine and handed it to him.


“You know what to do, son,” said the father.


With a brief nod, the bridegroom held the cup with both hands and walked towards the girl. Each step closer to her filled him with more excitement. The words were already formed in his mind and ready on his lips. His heart welled up with admiration and affection as he stood before her.


The young man said, “This cup I offer to you.”


What simple words, yet they carry a fine lilting tune that is sweet to the girl’s ears. In other words, the bridegroom was saying, “I love you, and I offer you my life.” She could choose to refuse the cup of wine, or she could take the cup and by drinking from it, say, “I accept your life and I give you mine.”


The same message of love was spoken by Jesus during His last Passover meal with His disciples. There were a total of four cups of wine taken at different times of the meal. The third cup, called the Cup of Redemption, was taken near the end of it. The host would say a brief prayer before giving it to the people to drink. However, Jesus did it differently.


Raising the cup of wine towards His disciples, Jesus said, “This cup is the covenant in my blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” (1 Corinthians 11:25)


In essence, Jesus was also saying, “I love you, and I offer my life to you. Will you accept me and allow me to live with you, to be involved in your life?”


We who are on the receiving end of Jesus’ offer of the cup can choose to turn down His love, or we can choose to accept it and offer ourselves to Him. I wonder if some of us have participated in the communion so many times that we become jaded of the love message of Christ. Jesus’ offer of His love and His life by that cup of wine is so wonderful beyond description that no one should ever choose to ignore it. He chose to love us just as a bridegroom would love his bride. Jesus loves us not by showering us with gifts from afar, but by being involved in our lives.



Every minute.


Every hour.


Every day.


Every month.


Every year.


His faithful love endures forever.

today's a sweating day.. haa.. the sch air-con dont know why so not strong de.. hot!! haa..
our internal proj de presentation finally done today --- the 3rd presentation.. now, got to do the questionaire le.. cracking our brains for qns!!
go hm that time saw hongwei at the bus stop.. last wk didnt see him there at all.. the 159 bus is really "9".. haa.. k lah, dont be so lame liao..


i did something today, which makes me feel so paiseh.. cos the bus so packed, when alighting, i knocked onto the rubbish box attached.. it kind of lifted up, abt 45degree.. when its back, dont know is it the cover break or what, the rubbish inside all dropped on the stairs.. the ppl all staring at me lor.. so pai seh.. and is like i'm the only one alighting the bus.. when i walked across 1/2 the road, i turned and saw that the bus didnt go lor.. was thinking maybe the driver is recognizing me ar, then next time dont let me board his bus.. if not, have to prepare the broom ar.. haa.. feel so bad de.. but also funny.. the thought of it makes me want to laugh lor.. LOL!!

i'm so tired.. didnt have a gd slp last nite.. having a blocked nose.. since thurs nite.. today actually have a-team internal event --- games day at sentosa.. wanted to go, but cant.. :(

saw xiao min yesterday, its been such a long long time.. on the first day of sch, met the others except xm and kusuma.. kusuma still at hm enjoying his holidays lor..

yesterday's sch is not so boring liao..at least have things for us to do le.. our first presentation on the internal proj topic was well done de.. but dont know why yesterday, the 2nd presentation had lots of comments and is a mess de.. got to re-do our objectives and to present again on mon..
dont know why, suddenly i feel i prefer TEP than normal sch lectures and tut..haa.. maybe is jus the start bah.. something new..haa..
ok, i got to start working on the objectives on our proj le.. .. ..

rotting in sch.. today the forth day of TEP.. should say is sian bah.. from the first day been having workshops after workshops, and between, we jus slag and be entertained by one of the team member, weiquan.. haa.. should say that he is the no. 1 entertainer bah!! workshops over finish liao, now is like rotting like dont know what!! i'm so bored now!! arrr... can imagine till 5.30.. from abt 9.45am, been rotting..


arrr..someone come entertain me!!

first day of sch after a long long 2 mths of holiday..haa.. TEP.. starting with full-shift at biz-svc centre (BSC).. 9am to 5.30pm everyday.. is like everybody dont know de.. so far still not so bad.. :D

work is actually suppose to end yesterday de.. but then been asked to extend for another 3 days.. will be at another department, and only me alone.. the other 3 temp staff no more le.. hmm, will miss your de!! haa..


work was quite tiring and bored?..haa.. but ok lah.. met fun ppl whom is also same as me.. cold?..haa.. :P


one of them is the only guy amg the 4 of us.. "chun tian" haa.. he's really a chao emo guy lor.. no expression and very very quiet.. and imagine, i walking with him to the bus stop that's quite far.. a silent walk..haa..


first day was like i'm the only one talking and nobody respond de.. so sad lor.. until we are gtg to part liao then get to talk and have fun..


during this one week, kind of thought of daniel de.. missed the time that we work at expo with joel also.. that's the most fun ppl to hang with bah..haa..


bad things happens too.. my phone spoil le!! dont know why, yesterday lunch time, my phone go crazy.. arrr.... so sian liao.. so many things in my phone, all gone..and even some contact numbers also gone..arrrrrrrrrr!!!!

the fishes are gone le.. wj took hm yesterday nite le.. k lah, was meant for him de lah.. but then spent 2 days with the fishes, now no more le, kind of se bu de.. :(
hope that the fishes will be well in his hands..

had a wonderful and successful flea market sale at hougang, actually is jus near at blk void deck.. they had an event organized by the resident commitee to celebrate children's day.. had lots of games and fun.. esp the qian hu (fish catching).. caught alot, but also died quite a few.. :(



take a look at our stall..


sold quite alot of our stuff.. still have quite alot on sale..
wondering what's still on?.. visit our website at http://whatswithjuneandjoan.blogspot.com :D

because of You i was born again
because of You i'm ransomed by your grace
because of You my heart has found a home, a refudge for my soul
because of You sins are washed away
because of You heavens knows my name
because of You i can live again, You've broken every chain

because of you the weak say i am strong
because of you the broken have a song
because of you there's no need to fear

hope steadfast ever sure
unfailing love so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
and now i stand forever free
my savior rescued me

now heaven be open
our God is unshaken
we worship Christ risen high above
now heaven be open
all kingdoms all nations declare that You are God

result's out le!! wow, i should say i did better than expected bah!! esp for finance.. is like i dont know how to do half of the paper lor!! and also ICT.. can imagine getting a D for those ica, and finally got a C after quiz that i studied so hard for it.. finally, after the last ica, i got a C+!!
i'm now soooo haaaappppppyyyyyyyyyeeeee!!!!!!!!! hee.. praise GOD!! :D

hmm, now laft with 2+ weeks left.. at hm have a gd rest bah!! :D

work contract ended liao.. yesterday last day le.. kind of se bu de..haa..

during this work period, afew things happened..
1) missed few weeks of service..
had an off day last sat and i'm back!! really missed the svcs and the cg so much..

2) realised how great it is to forgive..
the first week of wk was gd.. the ppl there was really good..

the contract actually last for one week, but was extended, another 2 contract..

the extended was at a different department..and that's where unhappiness surfaces.. on the 2nd day of the 2nd contract, one of the staff in the department was so unhappy with me.. I was kind of "scolded" by her.. that time, I was really boiling in anger.. I even have the chong dong to jus leave the place..

in the end, I decided to stay till the end of the day and resign the first thing the next day.

I talked to my parents abt it, and they give me the choice to decide. my father's stand was more towards continuing to work.. and he added a sentence which makes me think a lot..

he says "hey, you call yourself christian ar?.. don’t go church lah.. your church teach you to be like that?.. christians mus be forgiving.. you like that, how to be one?.."

I was suddenly at a loss of words.. I don’t know what to reply.. but I am still in my anger and I answered "if that's the case, other ppl will crawl to our head!!" I also don’t know why I said this..

that nite, I prayed to God abt this.. I prayed abt this qn and also my wk..

this prayer continued for a few nitez..

the next day when I went to wk, I am asked to go to other dept to help-out.. I don’t know is this what God had done for me so that I have time to cool myself down..

the last contract started.. I'm back to that same dept, and even had shifts to wk jus with her.. at first, I don’t dare to think how it will turn out..

but, I thank God that it went well and that I am able to forget abt the anger and wk with her naturally..

jus 2nd nite.. during my prayer, God reveals this to me..

we are man.. we are not perfect.. we may get angry, not able to forgive.. if we are like what my father says.."christians mus be forgiving.. not to even have any anger", then, what's the difference between man and God? yes, we are angry, but we forgive and forget, not by our own, but with the help of God then we are able to.. that's the difference between a believer and a non-believer..


this really makes me come to think.. is this something that happens where God wants me rely on Him.. prasie GOD!! Hallejujah!! :D

3) spend lots and lots of money..
can imagine having a converse shop at causeway pt, and i also go see see and buy lots and lots of stuff..haa..
and lastly, i gained weight le!! can imagine eating fast food, snacks, japanese, korean, and western everyday, almost every meal except breakfast.. :(