today is really so tiring...hg polyclinic close at 12pm...doesnt mean we work half day wor...but to pack up, move to imh...the whole pharmacy is divided into different sections, split work....managed to finish it quite fast de...haa...
went to imh, the temp site for hg polyclinic... is so ul-lu...haa...so far away from the road outside...cant imagine...for the next one and a half wks...haa... think will not have a lot of patients de bah...jus like the few days...the time is so hard to pass de...haa...
imh...this place sounds scary ar...haa.. but i step in, is quite quiet de...everybody was saying like so scary de...haa...will see how it goes...haa

hahaa...been so long since i online le...and also blog...think spider webs appearing le bah...haa...
quite afew things happened...esp yesterday at work...this senior pharmist technician, thought she senior then she call the shot... so what lor... there are still alot of a higher rank than her...no need to act like one lah... so unhapy with her lor...so act to be "sweet"... talk so loudly in an act out voice to attract attention...doesnt seem to hear her voice when she go around gossipping... so act!!!


anyways, enough of her... came back from church svc, which was great!... today's msg was really so powerful... pastor Kong shared the msg on stewardship...
be a steward instead of a proprietor of the things that we have...
being a steward is having a mindset of what we have does not belong to us.... these are all being entrust in our care in this life time... we will not be bring anything with us when we leave this earth...
being a proprietor is having a mindset of what we have belongs to us!!
these msg really comes so strongly... everything on the earth belongs to God, the creator of heaven and earth...we are created, to take care, be fruitful and multiply... God always starts with the small and little things to test our faithfulness...
pastor Kong also said a sentence by Dr John Avanzini... dont expect God to deposit where He cant withdraw freely...
this sentence really touches me deeply... not to worry for your daily survival needs, for God will provide for us if we seek first the kingdom of God... worrying will only lead us to proprietorship...
be a steward, always not forget the Creator... Hallejujah!

result's out le...though didnt do well, but still thank God that i passed all the modules. the results are really above my expections... from the ica and project to the final exam...all doesnt seems to be ok...esp my econs and marketing...the result was really far far beyond what i expected...thought i will need to the sup paper de... had all my lecture notez and textbook ready on my table...actually thought want to study for the sup paper so that i will pass and not retake the module next sem...but then in the end also never touch lah...haa...holiday mood...haa...think now collected quite a thick layer of dust le bah...haa...
wow, really so happy...really thank God for the results... all the praise to glory to God!!!

said something to sis while preparing breakfast...it really makes her unhappy and angry with mii saying too...
i suddenly felt if i am the trouble-maker or am i the problem solver to it... mii told me abt it yesterday, and i shared the same thoughts too...mii had once told her abt it, she got so angry, in the end mii say jus forget what i said... i jus find it too much le lor... can cos of that person do that to mii...
jus told her off like this, saying it on behalf on mii?... or am i saying out of unhappiness?... anyways, could really feels that i speak for mii... when sis left the kitchen, mii was telling me i should not tell her off...make her unhappy and in the end, we fall out... but i'm a straight-forward kind of person...i say whatever i thinks...which i will sometimes hurt ppl... this time, did my straight-forward really create a trouble?
haiz... actually thought i wanted to help solve this problem...mii was unable to say her, trying to help...in the end... haizzzz....but at least, i made her realise what is in mii and my mind...

jus reach home from jurong church building and had dinner...went to help out in the dialect church svc...today, the 2nd time helping out, 3rd time gtg to the church building... remember the first time i went was last year nov...its really so nice, a very nice building...hee...

today actually have a-team meeting for games day de...me being the overall in-charge, never go for the meeting...haa :p like so bad de...
yesterday nite was really thinking which to go...being oic, never appear...not very good... but since i first helped in dialect church, i had been waiting for this next one...finally the chance comes, and gtg to miss it mah?... :(
asked yibing for opinion... she asked me this qn... 'which is more important to you?...' immediately, i had the ans...

it was really great in the dialect church...though i could only understand abit of what is being preached, its really a joy to see the smile and laughter in the elderly face. looking at the excitement they have to attend svc, the excitement they have for God... really find it so great at the inside of me... really thank God for this chance that i am able to play a small part to serve in His house.
there's one, she's really so excited...i was in the lift tgt with her, and she chat with me quite abit... she said she was already 90 years old! wow... the elderly there are really so different... never did i see a sad or unhappy face...really feels so great... praise the Lord!

after few weeks, pastor kong is back with us!!!...haa... shared a msg with us... characteristics of a son/daughter.
really makes me realise how important is it to carry the vision of God... Not being a servant, but be a son/daughter, sharing the same vision, culture, value as the church.
it is easy to get members to the church, but its hard to find sons...
-a son shares the same spirit as the Father... does what Father does, say what Father says...
-a son does without being told what to do...
-a son serves the vision of the Father even if it cost his life...

be a son/daughter of the Father, carrying His DNA in the soul, carrying His vision...!

today, last day of work in TTSH le... for the last 3 hrs, really got so much more to complete... the same thing took me like half a day to do for the past few... thought die liao... am i gtg to leave it incomplete and go off like this?... but like so bad de... dont know what to do, was like thinking " oh God, how?...i cant finish... and i'm so tired liao..." unexpectedly, i completed it before my official end work time...wow, praise God!!!

for the whole day, this song keeps coming in my mind...
"come to the Father, though His gift is small... broken heart, broken mind He will take them all. the power of the Word, the power of His blood... everything was done so you would come..."

thought quite alot today...how amazing is God's love...no matter how worst we think we may be, His love never fails. He is always faithful... no matter what happens, He will see us through...
saw the screensaver on my phone... a cross, with a sentence "clinging to the cross, i will follow you..." suddenly, a thought came so strongly into my heart... clinging to the cross...will i really cling on?... one day, if everything falls apart, will i still stand strong?...
seen ppl who were once so on fire for God...but now, had left...this really make me uncertain...will i really stand firm?... but for now, my ans is yes! i will cling on no matter what...and i believe if i continue to cling on, God will show Himself faithful... Hallejujah!!!

been few days didnt come online liao... been so tired from work...esp my neck and shoulder...it will be great if someone can massage for me...haa...
yesterday, it was announced that our cg multiply le... now belongs to N362 liao... the good thing is closest sisters --- jace and anjo...we are still in the same cg...hee! yeah!! hahaa.. so happy...
hmm... i am gtg to miss the rest of the bros and sis de... esp N337... the first cg i'm in, and cgl --- chee kiong... have been growing tgt in the Lord... really felt honoured to be in N337!! :D

last week svc by Rev. Casey Treat on FAITH. now then i realise how important faith in a walk with God. He said these...
if there's no faith, grace will not be received.
- grace is for all, but not all received.
- salvation is for all, but not all received.
- comes by grace, received by faith.

live by faith... from faith to faith.
faithful is the key success in life... what is real success?... in the past, i thought success is to have a life without worries, having what we want...money?...
now then i realise...success... is one day, when i stand before God, God telling me "well done, good and faithful servant"... this is then the real success in life...fulfilling the purpose God has for me... Hallelujah!