† Following the Shinning Light..

2011-06-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

write onto my heart to remind me of who You are..

2011-03-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

first svc at Suntec - a new day!! was a gret great svc, a great great day.. a new day, a new choice.. my choice: LOVE

-love is grounded in the righteous of God
-love does not behavior rudely
-love does not need to be earned
-love is unconditional
-love never fails
-love has no end
-love is a person..
LOVE IS JESUS.. :D

2011-03-14T12:52:00.002+08:00

Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moment, thank God!

-pastor Kong

2011-02-02T14:21:00.000+08:00

finally finally.. proj is over!!! whahaa!! now is to prepare for exam liao.. but shall enjoy Chinese New Year first ar..
since 3jan been having ica + presentation can.. omg!! finally can.. the worst jan!! think feb also lah.. exam coming liao..

can imagine tmr today still have a presentation + 2 reports?!! what a day..
presentation is really no gd lor.. then print shop all close so early.. really run like crazy to the computer lab after asking ms woo abt the opening at e-lab.. the scariest and craziest proj ever!! and this is the last!! yes!! happy happy liao..
finally can rrrreeellllaaaxxx after cheong-ing so hard!! wahahahaha......

2011-01-20T20:47:00.000+08:00

tired, tired, tireeeeddd..

been doing + rushing proj since 3jan (the start of this term)..

start with entrepreneurship website followed by the report.. thank God have Sutin in the group.. and also Kusuma's great idea!! rushed mainly for the financial statements.. start from scratch lor.. tedious!! but had a great sense of fulfilment.. hee.. had a hard time balancing the balance sheet can..

submitted those more "major" projects: personal financial planing, entrepreneurship and today, credit analysis.. hee..
and the most impt is personal selling test is over.. but its the worst prepared test i took for the past 5 years.. i will be happy if i can pass!!

all these are making my life a big big mess lor.. been slping sooo late.. i missed the 10pm slp soooo much!!

3 more reports to go + 1 skit + 1 external presentation.. let's jia you le!!

2011-01-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

look at the sky and the stars..

the sky represents the Word of God, and the stars represents the countless promises that God made..

2010-12-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

uploaded pics taken for christmas!!

at amk.. so fairy tale..

at NEX, serangoon.. took secretly de.. ssssshhhh, dont tell anyone.. :P

at town.. santa clause + snowman + christmas tree!! :D

2010-12-25T13:47:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

celebarate the birth of Christ!!

+ snowman + santa clause + christmas tree!! :D

from mummy..

this is my cupboard..

2010-12-14T22:27:00.018+08:00

in my Father's house are mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for You, I will come again and reveice you to Myself, that where I am, there you may be also.
-john 14:2-3

the body is a temp house for our soul, but in Christ, there's life eternity..
i know that you have gone to be with Christ, a place without sufferings or pain..
i will meet you one day in heaven..

2010-11-02T21:20:00.000+08:00

indeed, GOD is faithful.. He hears and answers our prayers.. hallejujah!!

2010-10-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

i found the baby guitar angel today!! wahaha.. so happy..
been searching for baby angel so long le.. found a shop at dhoby ghaut that sells.. and i went back again to see.. and.. found!! wahaha.. so happy!! :D

2010-10-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

believe, believe and continue believing in the One whom God had sent..

2010-10-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!
children's day, i still have to work.. so sian de.. though i above 12 years, i'm still children k.. haa..

this is my present from mummy.. :D

2010-09-25T10:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday, after work, meet xian sheng at dhoby ghaut.. wa, the first thing he say is "are you very stress?.. so many pimples.. chuiii.."

hee.. knew he wanted to watch movie.. but no good seat.. so i say dont want.. hee..
in the end, went to cathy to eat dinner at aston..

this is what i ate..

wu xian sheng and his food..

my is nicer than his.. hee.. i think he thinks so too ^^

queued 1 hr for it lor.. from about 7 to 8pm..

shopped ard after dinner..

after so long no see le, its like since may.. so glad to meet up again.. :D

he's going australia on mon le.. for 3weeks.. by the time this wu xian sheng is back, ipp also havent end lor..

2010-09-18T11:15:00.000+08:00

IPP is so tired, so stress, so sian..

Last nite this song came to my mind..
"standing in awe of Your grace, standing in Your embrace
Unfailing love tt surrounds me, to behold You face to face.
God of all heaven and earth standing in your embrace.
Unfailing love tt surrounds me, oh God i stand amazed.
My Jesus my Lord
Your the love of my life
Wherever you go wanna be by Your side
No longer i by christ living in me, serving you for all eternity
My eyes set on you in this race tt i run
No longer my ways let Your will be done
Make me a servant my heart's ever true, clinging on the cross i'll follow you"

35 more days to go.. No matter what, the last day will come.. This is jus like a race tt i'm running with God.. its a choice on how i want this 35 days to be.. Not be taken away by the words of the ppl surrounding, but hold onto God's word and promises.. Hallejujah!!

2010-09-04T22:25:00.001+08:00

would you rather be a lost sheep or a master's dog?..

-pastor tan

2010-09-04T12:53:00.002+08:00

no more horror movies for me again..

2010-09-03T15:08:00.000+08:00

finally finally finally finally.. .. exam is over alr!! its jus a blink of an eye.. 4 papers next to each other can.. then somemore so early in the morning at 9am..

general insurance
omg, is like have a feeling of being cheated.. some questions didnt even appear in the exam focus..
investment
omg, i didnt study for theory lor.. theory all give away alr.. then somemore calculations suddenly blank.. arr.. but in the end still ok lah.. managed to search the relevant info in my brains..
capital market and financial instruments
omg, this paper really really serious cant make it lor..section B, 40 marks.. totally dont know how to do can..anyhow anyhow de lor.. theory also didnt study.. but at least section A and C not so bad..
consumer banking
today's paper is the best!! the least time i used to study, but best paper!! thanx to mdm goh, who keeps drilling into our brains during lec and tut..
but i have to say, 10 marks is gone cos i didnt study for a lecture..

yeah!! now finally can have a good good rest alr.. though i still slp at 10pm, i'm still tired!! this weekend shall be a time for me to slp + shopping, enjoy myself before gg for ipp next week..

so chan right?.. rush projs then followed by exams.. over the weekends to rest then ipp liao..

2010-08-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

went out with xm, sutin, hw kusuma, vanessa, sh and johnson last thurs (12aug)..

went to anchorpoint shopping.. yeah.. first time go shopping with your.. hee.. ate lunch at IKEA.. first time i go IKEA, then shop at G2000 and Charles and Keith at anchorpoint.. omg, first time i step in Charles and Keith can.. haa.. and been a maniquine in there.. haa.. funny lor..

sutin, me and xm at IKEA..

2010-08-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

finally finally finally.. finally all proj are completed.. woooaaahhhhooooo.. finally.. got so high after that.. anyways.. i'm so tired now can.. this proj is the most rushing one.. so lack of slp can.. slp at 1+ and wake up before 7.. rushing like crazy.. no, is seriously crazy!!

presentation at 11.20, receieved a call from weixiang to do the ppt at abt 8.30..asking me to do the ppt cos his laptop have problems.. is like i still need to read the report and do the executive summ.. no time!! in the end, asked brinda to help..

meet 10.15 in sch.. trying to touch-up on the report and also to print.. this printing makes kusuma to walk to and fro the print shop for dont know how many times.. print this, that forget, print that, this forget..

worst thing is at 11, call brinda, she on the way and need abt 20 mins.. omg, means 11.20, means we will go for the presentation without knowing how the ppt looks..

thank GOD, in the end not so bad.. we are the second grp to present, but the first grp is late, so we have that extra time..

this is the first time, i do a presentation without doing any script at all.. + the ppt slides, for a part dont know gone where..

anyways, its gd.. yeah!! great job!! :D

2010-07-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

yeah!! finally i have a gd gd rest for tonite.. since last week, have been slping late.. so lack of slp lor..

6 projects + 4 presentation + 3 ICA written paper + 1 pg creative write-up..
had ib on mon.. and cmfi presentation today.. was really rushing like crazy esp for investment.. anyways.. left CRM on tue + written test for emotional intelligence.. but i havent start yet!! jiayou le!!

2010-07-19T09:14:00.002+08:00

Your love is higher, higher than the heaven..
Your mercies deeper, deeper than the earth..
Your grace is wider, wider than the ocean..

when i'm sad, You cry with me.. when i'm happy, You rejoice with me..

2010-06-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

yeah!! finally ICAs over liao.. finally, finally..

on tue had CRM role play.. was terrible.. can imagine lilian ho says " this is not funny ok" and also "i'm very busy you know, tell me what you want to tell me.." sad sad..

wed had general insurance.. really have not much time to study, esp preparing for the IB presentation over the weekends.. okok lah, the paper not so bad..at least can do.. thanx to cheong yin yi's study scope.. really make it so much easier for us.. hee..

thurs, a rest day for us.. but have to prepare for the ICA for today.. CMFI!!
omg, CFMI is terrible!! thought it was okok, but in the end the qns are like so terrible!! arrr!!

really thank GOD for His strength throughout.. :D

2010-06-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

finally IB presentation is over.. can imagine, a proj that i've been so scared abt where there's no meet-ups at all!! ppt was started only yesterday, and finalised only 9.50pm!! (which is like 10mins before my slp).. what's worst was the allocation of slides was only made today morning 11.. 2hrs before the official presentation..

first grp proj for this sem.. no meet-ups, but at least the report was done well.. yeah!!
anyways, something happened during the presentation..
my presentation today should say is no good bah.. can imagine, the lecturer actually says "you are gtg to present so little to me only ar"!! and not long after this comment, the power supply jus died off.. haa.. thank GOD for this.. is like a lifetime history that the power supply will actually die like this..

changed the lab and had another chance to present again.. yeah.. believe this time is much better le bah..

also had 2 ICAs last week.. investments and consumer banking on thurs and fri respectively.. investment was terrible.. totally dropped all the theories and memorised ALL the formulas!! shall give the theories marks away..
for consumer banking, the theories are ok, but the calculation!!.. arrr.. i key the wrong amount and my calculator cant get the ans..

i will need a good good slp for the whole of this week.. had all the ICAs packed the whole of this week.. praying for strength..

2010-05-28T20:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

haa.. 22 le.. suddenly feel like getting older.. anyways, felt so bless from all the birthday wishes from everybody through sms and facebook.. thanx, everyone!! :D

2010-05-24T14:56:00.002+08:00

asking GOD for the direction and the strength to move on..

2010-05-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

jus before i fell aslp yesterday nite, a qn came to my mind.. "is money everything?"
no, there's a lot of things we cant buy using money..
-salvation
-restoration of broken relationship
-love
-trust
-peace
-strength

2010-05-10T19:39:00.022+08:00

i just dont like the tut today!! its still the same lecturer who has an issue of wearing slippers!! can imagine, she expects us to know the ans where the way she deliver her lecture was terrible!! when we say dont know, her comment was "huh, dont tell me such a direct qn your also cant do!!" what is this lor!! if that's the case, we would not even need to attend tut lor!! omg, anybody good in investment, help me!!

anyways, enough abt her.. not let her affect my mood.. uploaded pics taken yesterday..

2010-05-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!

a day where we celebrate what she has done for us.. what to give to her?.. most of the time, cards or flowers..
in svc yesterday, pastor kong shared this..
give her the gift of acceptance --- accept who she is.. ppl always say 'i cant choose my parents'.. but, parents can too say 'i cant choose my children!!'
give her the gift of appreciation --- appreciate her and what she has done.. not take for granted for anything..
give her the gift of affirmation --- show respect and listen to her (a listening ear)..

2010-05-03T18:16:00.001+08:00

first day of sch today.. after a 3 wks holiday.. today was quite light, accept tt is early in the morning.. 2 tuts..
very impt thing, never never wear slipper to sch on mon!!
can imagine, the lecturer says wearing slipper is like gtg downstairs to buy breakfast or newspaper.. with an additional remark.. "i believe you ppl took public transport to sch.. and dont tell me tt you board the bus like this?!!" what is this lor.. what's the link between wearing slipper and taking bus.. anyways, great tt i didnt wear slipper today, and my name is not recoreded.. hee..

had a long long break.. 3hrs.. doing practically nothing!! sms ppl to entertain me.. hee.. thanx to those who entertained me for the 3 hrs!! :D

got to adjust my mood liao.. no more holiday le!!

2010-04-30T18:09:00.003+08:00

a lazy day out..

actually wanted to go cycle today.. in the end didnt go.. dont know why, dont have the mood.. suddenly very lazy.. jus went town walk one round.. can imagine, i got lost there!! haa.. dont know why also.. but anyways, i'm hm.. yeah..

sch starting soon le.. the last last holiday i can enjoy le..

2010-04-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

yeah!! its holiday!! finally, ICA3 for customer svc and proj management ended today!! thank God for His strength for the past 1 week plus.. so lack of slp, slp so late and wake up so early.. my eyes now is so small and dark.. time to have a gd gd slp.. :) zzzzzz.. .. ..

2010-04-04T22:21:00.001+08:00

everyday i wonder, looking for an answer
life can be so cold
everyone is searching another hand to hold, dont let me go
all of my life i have waited for someone who loves
someone who's there, who understands and love me as i am
all of my life, i waited for someone who cares,
and that someone is you,,
Jesus, i thank you

~CHC drama team, easter 2010

2010-04-04T16:12:00.001+08:00

its easter!! went for the easter drama yesterday!! was simply awesome!! wow!!
what is easter abt?.. it is the love of God, His sacrifice and His victory for us.. through Him, we no longer walk in darkness, but His light and His glory!!

anyways, i should start on my proj now.. jus came back hm from sch.. can imagine, sch on a sun!! haa.. met up for customer svc proj.. jia you!!

2010-03-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

had the GEMS test today.. it went well.. ya, esp for some qns, needed some prompting from the tester.. had 2 role plays.. the EMRS guy, acted as my customers.. "trying to make my life difficult".. haa.. ok lah.. at least went well and the tester says i am friendly and have a gd tone of voice.. :D

2010-03-29T18:02:00.001+08:00

can imagine, ppl taking wedding photo in NYP!! was at the staircase outside lib, and there they are, taking wedding photo at the auditorium outside, under shelter.. what's so nice abt NYP?!!

2010-03-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

having a bad bad flu.. :(

2010-03-26T17:14:00.000+08:00

ICA 2 for both customer svc and proj management finish le!! believe we did well today, abigail, qiao xiao!! yeah!! hee.. hmm, lillian ho de comment is that everything went smooth, very good, except that there's one part of the script, we should have done in another way.. anyways, its a small thing, can yeah!! well done!! :D
completed the proj software ICA also.. was really so scary, but was not tt bad as we thought.. yeah.. can imagine, we cant practise it at hm.. and, we only have one lesson for it..

anyways, we have the whole of next week to do our ICA3 for both modules.. jia you le!! :D

2010-03-25T16:54:00.000+08:00

jus had a gd short nap.. i'm ssooooo tired.. finally, today completed all the theory ICAs.. today's paper is no gd!! come out those that i did not study, and most that i studied, didnt come out.. arr.. anyways, its over le..
concentrate on tmr's role play and another ICA for proj management software bah.. :D

2010-03-22T20:52:00.001+08:00

many may come, however, awaiting for the one who is called and ask..

2010-03-21T12:40:00.002+08:00

putting my hope and trust in You.. believing that you will bring me through..

2010-03-07T18:52:00.055+08:00

i'm so tired now.. went to the OCBC cycle from yesterday nite..
i'm not the cycling, but at the drinks station..

our breakfast.. guess what's inside..

early in the morning, 1pm +..

drinks..

finally end duty.. was quite early as compared to standard chartered marathon..
think cos its the first drink station bah, at east coast..

after duty, at F1 pit building..
nice right?.. *smile*

this is our drinks station grp.. but afew left le..

and, here's out lunch.. i mus say, its very nice, esp when we are so hungry..

duty ended early, but still, go hm so late.. everybody's tired.. have a gd rest!! :D

2010-03-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

did something yesterday tt i dont know if i'm right, or am i too direct tt had hurt somebody.. i dont really want to do so, but he forced me to say it..and also maybe my character too..

whatever i am to you, i dont care.. i jus make myself clear, and hope you will understand.. i also hope that what i did yesterday did not hurt him..

2010-02-28T22:39:00.053+08:00

the last of day Chinese New Year le.. jus to update some pics..

first day at ah ma hse..didnt take much pics.. second day also never take pic..

third day..at ah yi place..

let's eat..

CNY still have hm wk to do..

day 8..

mahjong..

at this age?!!..

let's start preparing for our lunch.. SUSHI!!

2010-02-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

went cycling today at east coast with sis..
i'm so burnt and tired now.. shall slp earlier tonite.. :)

2010-02-22T18:46:00.000+08:00

officially the start of my 2 weeks holiday after 18 weeks.. was finally a rest, but today is jus the first day and i'm alr so bored.. arr.. how am i gtg to survive for the 2 weeks?!!

2010-02-19T18:24:00.014+08:00

attended a talk from MCYS in sch.. was quite boring actually.. :p

but the speaker, mr joshua ng said this.. is life abt being born, study hard to achieve that best grades go into the working world, get married, have children, hair turn white and then die?.. hmm..

know what and who we are living for!! with the purpose and vision that He give, live life to the full that you will never regret.. :D

2010-02-12T16:56:00.001+08:00

wwwooooaaaahhhh..!! presentation ended.. and this presentation puts a full-stop at the FSRC.. finally can have a gd gd nite slp.. been rushing for the STG report and presentation and the summary and personal selling report..slp so late, wake up so early..yeah, CNY coming!! :D

2010-01-30T22:23:00.025+08:00

AT SENTOSA!!

at the sentosa station, Vivocity.. waiting for everyone to arrive..

lets grab some food and snacks..

AT THE SENTOSA..

let's play some games..

preparing to go under the hot sun..

captian's ball..

omg!! what is shuhui and liuzhen doing?..

haa.. dont think too much.. wrong angle only..

2010-01-29T16:58:00.000+08:00

finally, had our presentation..woooaaahhh!!! haa

was really rushing and tired for this proj.. had cut down so much of my slp.. finally its over.. and its the first time during my presentation without bringing my script up except for the effective communication where its a story telling unlike presentation.. yeah, another breakthrough today!! hallejujah!! :D

2010-01-26T21:17:00.044+08:00

went to the coins and notes museum at chinatown with Mr Moses Koh yesterday.. believe alot of us lost our way.. thought it will be a building by itself, but it looks like one of the shops along the street.. lol..

was guided by a tour guide, joan..

first thing first.. the YAP STONE.. is actually placed at the dr of the hm in the ancient times, to show how wealthy the family is..

check out the different currencies being used.. from ancient times to now in Singapore and some Japan monies..

spot something different in this note..

the only note that's not printed by the MAS..

the gold-bearing ores..

CHECK THIS OUT..

notes-printed card

also watched a video on the process of coin minting.. it is an great experience to see how coins are being minted..

SOME RANDOM PICS..

what is Mr Moses Koh so excited abt?..

what does your horoscope says abt you?.. abigail..

one of the items on sale..

we can also have a "customised" coin for jus $2!!
at this is where we end.. at the SINGAPORE COINS AND NOTES MUSEUM!! :D

2010-01-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

all things are possible cos with Him, all things are possible!! :D

2010-01-16T11:09:00.000+08:00

what a place to be at on a sat evening.. :D

2010-01-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

had a shock of my life.. my tortise's feet bleed.. can imagine, in his hse the water is so red, all covered by his blood.. see him scared in his hse.. really so sad.. put the yellow medicine for him.. hope he will be fine..

2010-01-14T16:46:00.001+08:00

woooaaahhoooo.. presentation over liao.. first presentation at FSRC..

2010-01-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

shot a video with shu hui's grp.. haa.. weird right?.. shot for their grp, but not for my own.. hee.. is really funny de lor.. shall wait for shida to upload on facebook!! :D

2010-01-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

NYP open house!! was so excited.. ppl see me as "entu".. haa.. but, its really fun to be able to engage with the ppl.. was there from morning 10.45 to abt 6pm!! hee.. gave a presentation talk, and was really weird, where the ppl are sitting there, looking blank?? haa.. but was really a gd experience.. will be there tmr again.. to have fun!!! woooaaahhh!! :D

2010-01-03T12:32:00.002+08:00

believing by faith, trusting in You.. :D

2009-12-18T09:25:00.000+08:00

today had farewell lunch for those gtg to MSC for the next stop-over.. today is the last day for them le.. 2 more days for me.. tgt with team 4, mr wong and mr lee.. had lunch tgt.. and took lots and lots of pic and video.. everyone was there except kelvin, although we not team 4 de.. hey, you really missed the laughter..haa..

shot some videosand pics.. but video cant upload here.. check it out at my facebook wall bah.. :D

some of the pics..

prize presentation..

Mr Wong..

Mr Lee..

Let's eat!!

2009-12-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

i do not ask God to take my fears away, but i pray that i will overcome it.. hallejujah!! :D

2009-12-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

forgive and forget.. but i will not give any chance to let myself to get hurt again..

2009-12-03T13:11:00.000+08:00

i hate being at where i am now.. but still, i will endure.. .. ..

2009-11-27T12:27:00.000+08:00

had a workshop yesterday, "its abt you".. is actually all abt personality and chatracter.. one of the activity yesterday.. to deco a strength-board for the person on the right.. comments are to be contributed by everyone in the team..

hee..thanx!! team 4, madeline and kelvin!! hee.. and of course, not forgetting novemder who deco this board for me.. :D

yesterday, i sees the different sides of different ppl.. was really wondering why are ppl sp unappreciative, and takes everything for granted.. jus why?!!.. why are ppl so double-sided?!!
there's so many ways tt i could jus be out of this, or even to create a fight.. but, what gd will this do?.. these are the task i assigned to, and i will have to responsible to do it well.. though ppl may not see it, though ppl may not appreciate it, but i know and i know that God sees it, and He knows my effort.. and i believe, that's what He wants me to do..
ppl may fail, but God is always faithful!! :D

2009-11-13T11:37:00.003+08:00

yesterday was BSC games day.. hmm, i should say was great, but the scary thing is people run real fast.. jus cant take it.. had an asthema and was sent to the hospital..good that i do not need to stay there.. gtg to the hospital, reminded me of the big needle they poked in my hand.. is so scary..
really so xin ku, cant really breathe, followed by hands and legs numb, then my head was heavy, really feels so weak, trying so hard to keep my eyes open.. dont have any strength.. thank God that at least i roughly know what is gtg on my surroundings and i did not feel like vomitting..not like what happened last time.. last time was worst..
actually was supposed to do survey today de..but then cant liao.. dr say i have to rest, so, i cant go anywhere today liao..also have to take medicine.. i hate medicine!! also, i'm to take my puff everywhere i go.. so big and bulky.. the worst thing is he ask me not to take such activities le.. now, my mother dont let me participate in any events le..so sad liao.. somemore, in less than 1 mth, still have the standard chartered marathon.. really got to pray hard le..

hope that i didnt scare the ppl yesterday.. next time, dont run so fast and ask me to faster le, k?.. :)

2009-11-07T11:09:00.001+08:00

went to School of Design and School of Interactive Media today to distribute survey qns.. is not for me de lah.. is go help-out de..hee..
is soo nice there lor.. their computer monitor screen is so large.. and all i can say is.. sooo nice!! haa..
snapped a few pics..

2009-11-07T11:08:00.001+08:00

the proj is giving me headache.. when can we really get moving?.. been stuck at the survey for a long time..
yesterday, i said something that i also dont know why i said it though i dont really mean it.. hope that he is not offended..

went to IVIC call centre yesterday.. is actually a field trip.. really an eye-opening experience..

took some pics..

2009-11-01T13:50:00.001+08:00

happy birthday, pastor Tan!!

yesterday's svc was great!! pastor kong's msg on dreams, jus the first part, abt 3 more parts to go..

If God is for us, who can be against us?
~romans 8:31
if God is against us, what makes the difference if the whole world is with us?..
~pastor Kong

2009-10-30T13:19:00.000+08:00

i'm so lack of slp now!! been scriber with wei quan for a focus grp yesterday, madeline and kelvin for refreshment..ended abt 8.30+pm..
actually not that bad as i thought de..but i should say the ppl are so late de.. except for 1, reached chao early de, then sitting alone there, eating, playing with the phone..

we so early there, doing nothing, walk here and there hungry and "tou chi" some refreshment..haa.. but its never boring de lah.. have weiquan ard de place, never be scared to be sian..

and know what?..he scare me at the door, with that big eyes at the door window, really scare me lah.. but not that qua zha as he says..

the refreshment at first seemed so little for 11 participants.. but in the end, had so much leftover.. can imagine, only 1 participant eat..haa..

today, we mus consolidate the 2 version tgt le.. its quite tough de 2 different version in point form, to change it to at least in proper eng..

2009-10-29T16:03:00.001+08:00

read this frommy email, wrote by a guy named Kelvin Su..

“Drink from it, all of you. For this is My blood of the new covenant, which is shed for many for the remission of sins.” Matthew 26: 27,28

“This cup is the new covenant in my blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” 1 Corinthians 11:25

Let’s travel back in time and take a look at the Jewish marriage custom in Jesus’ time. Enter the house of a soon-to-be bride. The young girl’s father sat down with the bridegroom’s father to negotiate the bride price while the bridegroom stood by with his heart beating in anticipation. Figures were exchanged back and forth between the parents. The girl’s father negotiated a very high price because she was very valuable to him. It was even said that the bride price could be equivalent to the price of a house. After the negotiation, the young man’s father poured a cup of wine and handed it to him.

“You know what to do, son,” said the father.

With a brief nod, the bridegroom held the cup with both hands and walked towards the girl. Each step closer to her filled him with more excitement. The words were already formed in his mind and ready on his lips. His heart welled up with admiration and affection as he stood before her.

The young man said, “This cup I offer to you.”

What simple words, yet they carry a fine lilting tune that is sweet to the girl’s ears. In other words, the bridegroom was saying, “I love you, and I offer you my life.” She could choose to refuse the cup of wine, or she could take the cup and by drinking from it, say, “I accept your life and I give you mine.”

The same message of love was spoken by Jesus during His last Passover meal with His disciples. There were a total of four cups of wine taken at different times of the meal. The third cup, called the Cup of Redemption, was taken near the end of it. The host would say a brief prayer before giving it to the people to drink. However, Jesus did it differently.

Raising the cup of wine towards His disciples, Jesus said, “This cup is the covenant in my blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” (1 Corinthians 11:25)

In essence, Jesus was also saying, “I love you, and I offer my life to you. Will you accept me and allow me to live with you, to be involved in your life?”

We who are on the receiving end of Jesus’ offer of the cup can choose to turn down His love, or we can choose to accept it and offer ourselves to Him. I wonder if some of us have participated in the communion so many times that we become jaded of the love message of Christ. Jesus’ offer of His love and His life by that cup of wine is so wonderful beyond description that no one should ever choose to ignore it. He chose to love us just as a bridegroom would love his bride. Jesus loves us not by showering us with gifts from afar, but by being involved in our lives.

Every minute.

Every hour.

Every day.

Every month.

Every year.

His faithful love endures forever.

2009-10-26T20:51:00.001+08:00

today's a sweating day.. haa.. the sch air-con dont know why so not strong de.. hot!! haa..
our internal proj de presentation finally done today --- the 3rd presentation.. now, got to do the questionaire le.. cracking our brains for qns!!
go hm that time saw hongwei at the bus stop.. last wk didnt see him there at all.. the 159 bus is really "9".. haa.. k lah, dont be so lame liao..

i did something today, which makes me feel so paiseh.. cos the bus so packed, when alighting, i knocked onto the rubbish box attached.. it kind of lifted up, abt 45degree.. when its back, dont know is it the cover break or what, the rubbish inside all dropped on the stairs.. the ppl all staring at me lor.. so pai seh.. and is like i'm the only one alighting the bus.. when i walked across 1/2 the road, i turned and saw that the bus didnt go lor.. was thinking maybe the driver is recognizing me ar, then next time dont let me board his bus.. if not, have to prepare the broom ar.. haa.. feel so bad de.. but also funny.. the thought of it makes me want to laugh lor.. LOL!!

2009-10-24T12:15:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired.. didnt have a gd slp last nite.. having a blocked nose.. since thurs nite.. today actually have a-team internal event --- games day at sentosa.. wanted to go, but cant.. :(

saw xiao min yesterday, its been such a long long time.. on the first day of sch, met the others except xm and kusuma.. kusuma still at hm enjoying his holidays lor..

yesterday's sch is not so boring liao..at least have things for us to do le.. our first presentation on the internal proj topic was well done de.. but dont know why yesterday, the 2nd presentation had lots of comments and is a mess de.. got to re-do our objectives and to present again on mon..
dont know why, suddenly i feel i prefer TEP than normal sch lectures and tut..haa.. maybe is jus the start bah.. something new..haa..
ok, i got to start working on the objectives on our proj le.. .. ..

2009-10-22T13:06:00.001+08:00

rotting in sch.. today the forth day of TEP.. should say is sian bah.. from the first day been having workshops after workshops, and between, we jus slag and be entertained by one of the team member, weiquan.. haa.. should say that he is the no. 1 entertainer bah!! workshops over finish liao, now is like rotting like dont know what!! i'm so bored now!! arrr... can imagine till 5.30.. from abt 9.45am, been rotting..

arrr..someone come entertain me!!

2009-10-19T20:16:00.001+08:00

first day of sch after a long long 2 mths of holiday..haa.. TEP.. starting with full-shift at biz-svc centre (BSC).. 9am to 5.30pm everyday.. is like everybody dont know de.. so far still not so bad.. :D

2009-10-10T11:27:00.001+08:00

work is actually suppose to end yesterday de.. but then been asked to extend for another 3 days.. will be at another department, and only me alone.. the other 3 temp staff no more le.. hmm, will miss your de!! haa..

work was quite tiring and bored?..haa.. but ok lah.. met fun ppl whom is also same as me.. cold?..haa.. :P

one of them is the only guy amg the 4 of us.. "chun tian" haa.. he's really a chao emo guy lor.. no expression and very very quiet.. and imagine, i walking with him to the bus stop that's quite far.. a silent walk..haa..

first day was like i'm the only one talking and nobody respond de.. so sad lor.. until we are gtg to part liao then get to talk and have fun..

during this one week, kind of thought of daniel de.. missed the time that we work at expo with joel also.. that's the most fun ppl to hang with bah..haa..

bad things happens too.. my phone spoil le!! dont know why, yesterday lunch time, my phone go crazy.. arrr.... so sian liao.. so many things in my phone, all gone..and even some contact numbers also gone..arrrrrrrrrr!!!!

2009-09-29T11:52:00.002+08:00

the fishes are gone le.. wj took hm yesterday nite le.. k lah, was meant for him de lah.. but then spent 2 days with the fishes, now no more le, kind of se bu de.. :(
hope that the fishes will be well in his hands..

2009-09-28T11:39:00.006+08:00

had a wonderful and successful flea market sale at hougang, actually is jus near at blk void deck.. they had an event organized by the resident commitee to celebrate children's day.. had lots of games and fun.. esp the qian hu (fish catching).. caught alot, but also died quite a few.. :(

take a look at our stall..

sold quite alot of our stuff.. still have quite alot on sale..
wondering what's still on?.. visit our website at http://whatswithjuneandjoan.blogspot.com :D

2009-09-24T12:12:00.012+08:00

because of You i was born again
because of You i'm ransomed by your grace
because of You my heart has found a home, a refudge for my soul
because of You sins are washed away
because of You heavens knows my name
because of You i can live again, You've broken every chain

because of you the weak say i am strong
because of you the broken have a song
because of you there's no need to fear

hope steadfast ever sure
unfailing love so unreserved
You gave Yourself on Calvary
and now i stand forever free
my savior rescued me

now heaven be open
our God is unshaken
we worship Christ risen high above
now heaven be open
all kingdoms all nations declare that You are God

2009-09-23T10:37:00.002+08:00

result's out le!! wow, i should say i did better than expected bah!! esp for finance.. is like i dont know how to do half of the paper lor!! and also ICT.. can imagine getting a D for those ica, and finally got a C after quiz that i studied so hard for it.. finally, after the last ica, i got a C+!!
i'm now soooo haaaappppppyyyyyyyyyeeeee!!!!!!!!! hee.. praise GOD!! :D

hmm, now laft with 2+ weeks left.. at hm have a gd rest bah!! :D

2009-09-23T10:05:00.003+08:00

work contract ended liao.. yesterday last day le.. kind of se bu de..haa..

during this work period, afew things happened..
1) missed few weeks of service..
had an off day last sat and i'm back!! really missed the svcs and the cg so much..

2) realised how great it is to forgive..
the first week of wk was gd.. the ppl there was really good..

the contract actually last for one week, but was extended, another 2 contract..

the extended was at a different department..and that's where unhappiness surfaces.. on the 2nd day of the 2nd contract, one of the staff in the department was so unhappy with me.. I was kind of "scolded" by her.. that time, I was really boiling in anger.. I even have the chong dong to jus leave the place..

in the end, I decided to stay till the end of the day and resign the first thing the next day.

I talked to my parents abt it, and they give me the choice to decide. my father's stand was more towards continuing to work.. and he added a sentence which makes me think a lot..

he says "hey, you call yourself christian ar?.. don’t go church lah.. your church teach you to be like that?.. christians mus be forgiving.. you like that, how to be one?.."

I was suddenly at a loss of words.. I don’t know what to reply.. but I am still in my anger and I answered "if that's the case, other ppl will crawl to our head!!" I also don’t know why I said this..

that nite, I prayed to God abt this.. I prayed abt this qn and also my wk..

this prayer continued for a few nitez..

the next day when I went to wk, I am asked to go to other dept to help-out.. I don’t know is this what God had done for me so that I have time to cool myself down..

the last contract started.. I'm back to that same dept, and even had shifts to wk jus with her.. at first, I don’t dare to think how it will turn out..

but, I thank God that it went well and that I am able to forget abt the anger and wk with her naturally..

jus 2nd nite.. during my prayer, God reveals this to me..

we are man.. we are not perfect.. we may get angry, not able to forgive.. if we are like what my father says.."christians mus be forgiving.. not to even have any anger", then, what's the difference between man and God? yes, we are angry, but we forgive and forget, not by our own, but with the help of God then we are able to.. that's the difference between a believer and a non-believer..

this really makes me come to think.. is this something that happens where God wants me rely on Him.. prasie GOD!! Hallejujah!! :D

3) spend lots and lots of money..
can imagine having a converse shop at causeway pt, and i also go see see and buy lots and lots of stuff..haa..
and lastly, i gained weight le!! can imagine eating fast food, snacks, japanese, korean, and western everyday, almost every meal except breakfast.. :(

2009-08-30T11:40:00.000+08:00

though it maybe fearful, but i do not have to be afraid for You are with me..

2009-08-20T20:48:00.001+08:00

wooooaaaaaahhhhhhh!! exam finally over le.. 5 papers, one stretch..k lah, have a weekend in between.. haa.. is like the exam starts so early lor.. only have 4 days of study week, and at the last lesson, still have ica somemore!! jus like crazy kind lor..
of the 5 papers, think average average bah, or below average?..haa..

first paper, biz law..
must say is sooo theory paper, memorised soooo many stuff.. my brain now is like blocked, too full liao..haa.. is kind of like memorizing word by word of the lecture notez lor..that's what the lecturer say de lor.. 2 hrs paper, but didnt complete..sooo many thing to write..

2nd paper, marketing management..
i had something to say about this.. "mmmmm" = marketing management makes me mad!!..haa..
paper ok lah..think can pass bah..but i didnt finish!!

3rd paper, biz finance..
this is the worst paper lor.. 30% of theory, fly away liao..blank de lor.. the claculation, haiz..
4 qn choose 3, is like i only know how to do 2 lor.. 1 qn, 20 marks fly again!! so scary..

4th paper, management accounting..
hmm, okok bah.. but my theory fly..

last paper, financial svcs..
today, yeah!! haa..soooo many thing to remember.. hmm, ok lah, still not so bad.. some qn dont know how to do, fly away..

overall, not so bad de.. thank God for strength and wisdom.. :D

been studying hard?..haa.. slp latest 11pm, earliest 10pm..haa..
must slp.. no slp = no energy, no energy = cant study, cant study = cant think, cant think = cant do exam, cant do exam = die..haa..
anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! xiaomin!!
haa.. before entering the exam hall, she kept asking for the "golden words" haa..but, i never say lah.. nono, is said also except for the golden words..hm..
-good luck for your exam
-wooaahh, holiday officially at 6pm!!

haa.. can tell that she is soo unhappy..haa.. :P

i purposely de lah.. i still remember lah..haa..

2009-08-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

fall sick le..can imagine, sick during study week... haa.. actually better than during sch days.. having a fever since sat nite.. had a gd slp for the whole of yesterday.. ok le, but now, i have no voice liao!! !!

counting down to exams, 4 more days..

2009-08-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah!! so happyyy!!! hee... finally, French role play over.. hee.. and it went so well... PRAISE GOD!! though, there's some part i suddenly forgot, i managed to get through it.. yeah!! hee...
we first grp to go.. haa.. when the cher say "who want to go first?.." jus faster say, ME!! haa... too excited liao.. want to faster get over it.. hee.. yeah, i'm not shy.. cher!! haa..

2009-08-03T10:44:00.001+08:00

wooohh..so happy today!! got back the result for law proj and biz finance..hee... did okok..yeah!! soo happy... thank GOD!! indeed, whatever is being sowed, we will reap.. PRAISE GOD!! believing for more to come!! Hallejujah!!

2009-08-02T15:58:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ATEAM!! haa, know abit too late liao, but at least better than dont have right?..yeah!! attended the very first ateam day in fri..

met the ateam members whom been sooo long no see le.. :D

speech by our president, Itin..

performances..

happy birthday!!

going hm soon le..take more photos first..

2009-07-31T10:32:00.000+08:00

standing strong in Your Word and strength..

2009-07-28T15:58:00.000+08:00

if it meant to be a test, i pray that i will pass it well..

2009-07-24T19:22:00.003+08:00

when on the bus today, have 2 auntie on the bus, jus next to me.. the one sitting outside was like didnt sit properly lor..then a guy board the bus, and accidentally hit onto her knee.. she was like so angry..and made lots and lots of comments..
a particular comment that caught my attention and me thinking.. "such ppl, surely God in heaven will punish them!!" is it the case?.. i know God is a loving God, a forgiving God..

2009-07-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

seeking You more and more each day..

2009-07-18T23:19:00.002+08:00

selling my contact lens solution again.. haa.. this time round, selling 1 360ml de at $6.. anyone interested?..

2009-07-17T21:43:00.005+08:00

dont know what is wrong with me.. feeling so down and empty at the inside.. it seems like everything had gone, i had lose it..and here i am, back to the old-shelf --- the girl with who is full of anger, temper, violence, every moment not knowing purpose of doing anything.. God, where are you?..

2009-07-16T20:32:00.001+08:00

what an attitude problem!! know how to say ppl, open your eyes and look at yourself first..

2009-07-14T16:47:00.003+08:00

though you may look down on me, i know that i'm always valued by Him..

2009-07-14T14:25:00.003+08:00

create a online flea-market sale.. officially opened yesterday.. hee..

www.whatswithjuneandjoan.blogspot.com

do take a look.. :D

2009-07-07T16:13:00.007+08:00

saw an email today..by carine.. find it quite meaning.. :)

One day a 6 year old girl was sitting in a classroom. The teacher was going to explain evolution to the children. The teacher asked a little boy: Tommy do you see the tree outside?TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Tommy, do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
TEACHER: Go outside and look up and see if you can see the sky.
TOMMY: Okay. (He returned a few minutes later) Yes, I saw the sky.
TEACHER: Did you see God?
TOMMY: No.
TEACHER: That's my point. We can't see God because he isn't there. He doesn't exist.
A little girl spoke up and wanted to ask the boy some questions. The teacher agreed and the
little girl asked the boy: Tommy, do you see the tree outside?
TOMMY: Yes.
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy do you see the grass outside?
TOMMY: Yessssss (getting tired of the questions by this time).
LITTLE GIRL: Did you see the sky?
TOMMY: Yessssss
LITTLE GIRL: Tommy, do you see the teacher?
TOMMY: Yes
LITTLE GIRL: Do you see her brain?
TOMMY: No
LITTLE GIRL: Then according to what we were taught today in school, she must not have one!"

FOR WE WALK BY FAITH, NOT BY SIGHT"

2009-07-06T10:10:00.002+08:00

yeah!! finish biz law presentation liao..haa.. hope it went well..
jus before presentation, found out that we left out a very impt document..haa.. in the end jus let it be.. do the presentation by faith bah!! didnt really prepare well for it..

thank God that it went well..and the "judge" didnt qn us abt the case.. wooh!! means we are on the right track.. :D

had a nightmare yesterday.. made me feel so unsecure.. so fearful.. praying hard..

2009-07-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

yeah!! went for decentralized svc yesterday.. feeling so much better le..PRAISE GOD!! :D

sold my contact lens solution le.. hee.. thanx, jennifer, and of course not forgetting love972 fm, zui ai bang bang mang.. :)

2009-07-02T19:13:00.002+08:00

fall sick le.. since last weekend been having flu, then now, dont know why jus feel so uncomfortable de.. hands are arching, like soury soury de..
by tmr, mus get well de.. cos dont want to miss svc.. for the first time having decentralized svc.. excited for it!! :D

2009-06-28T12:48:00.001+08:00

anyone wants COMPLETE contact lens solution mah?..

haa.. bought a packet of 3 big bottles yesterday.. didnt know that i had 2 big bottles at hm.. :P haa... yeah!! so i am giving out 1 bottle.. anybody wants, jus drop me a msg bah!! :D

2009-06-21T21:43:00.014+08:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

Father's Day, celebtraing with our earthly father, of course not forgeting our Heavenly Father..

watched a Father's Day drama during svc..

pastor Tan shared a word with us that made me came to realise something that i had never thought of..

how Gid works..

just like our earthly father, God had prepared good plans for us..the thing is whether we are ready to receive it..

alot of believers, will be thinking like why God didnt give me this and that? why God didnt bless me with this and that..
there is always a moment of waiting, and this process of waiting mould our character, preserverance and be ready to sustain..
wow, how great our God is!! :D

pator Tan also mentioned something.. esp when we pray, sometimes, we get upset to why God didnt ans our prayer..
jus an example: of the world, there's so many ppl.. some ppl may pray that it will rain today, some may pray that it will not.. so how?.. God had His own plans.. He will not change His schedule.. what we have to pray is not for our urgency, but His schedule so that we can flow with Him.. Hallejujah!!

during the praise and worship, God showed me a vision.. this pic was so clear and true.. after hearing what pastor Tan said.. i will wait.. wait upon God for this vision where the appointed time comes..